Karma

I have always been a big bliever in karma.  When something bad happens to someone i preach how it's important to be nice because shit like that happens when you don't (andrea -.-).  Everytime i acted a way that I really shouldn't, I justified it, and therefore exluding myself from karma's rath.  Well, I was wrong to do that becauce it still caught up to me.  The other night my boyfriends brother (who is 15) let me have it.  He  hates me, he tells me he can't stand me, and went off how "why you live here" "if I had a girlfriend i would get more own house" "my mom hates picking you up from work".  I Really shouldn't let works of a 15 year old hurt me but it does, cause I am always so nice.  But, I am presumming alot of this hate from him comes from the fact that I am the only one that does not overlook his lack of manners and respect, and I let him know. especially when the  rudness is done to me.  Which brings to another point, he made up lies about me and told my boyfriend.  He told him that i am so rude that i watch whatever I want no matter what the watch.  HAH wtf he does that to me and i get on him for not asking or saying please.  There is only one time I asked if I could please please watch something, and i promise please and being nice were the top things.  I am always stuck watching damn shows they want and I never complain -.- and supposedly i snatch the laptop away whenever i want, but I guess i am losing my mind c ause i don't remember any of these.  I never had anyone make up lies to get someone to hate me before.

right now, i can't picture myself with him, but every picture without him just has sadness written all over it

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Isn't it funny how you change.  Few days ago I deleted myself from a bunch of blogrings such as "i love indie rock"  ".i love chucks" "how about a game of go hid and fuck yourself". =/ yeah... ahaha.  The only blogring i decided to stay in was the -"learn how to fucking type" cause the disfiguration of the english language still urkes me.

In other news, I called in sick for work today.  Lindsey is picking me up and we are going to southgate shopping center.  Her reason is to fix up the southgate macy's sunglass hut, help give her brownie points to the regional manager.  My intentions are a little more on the selfish side.  The main reason is because I have a huge crush on the the manager at the Macy's Southgate Sunglass Hut ^_^.  I also got a sales coupon at Express and we don't have one at the mall I work at.  Plus baby shopping for two of my friends who are due next month. 

Well my boyfriend left for the gym about an hour and a half ago, he is probably going to be back soon so I should log off.  This xanga is something he doesn't know about, and don't think he should either.